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8月30日 why aren't u herei thought that you loved me,
i thought that u cared,
but if u really did,
i guess u would be here,
u are growing so distant,
that u haven't even called,
now i sit here asking,
why for u did i fall,
when i was at work on tuesday night,
and u told me u wouldn't be on that flight,
one of the guys said to me,
what is he crazy,
if your girl wants u to come home,
there must be something there,
and if it were him he would walk for miles,
just to see me again,
i thought that u loved me,
but u never caught that plane,
now i am wondering,
do u really love me at all 8月29日 what happened to alwaysmy broken heart was mended,
when u walked into my life,
you said that you loved me,
was it all just a lie.
you have hurt me today,
u said you would never,
what happened to the always,
and what happened to forever,
i am sitting here crying my silent tears,
looking out the windows,
getting taken over with fear,
why because your not here,
i had something special planned,
for just you and me,
but now u will never know,
caus your not here to see,
as i get ready for bed,
my heart feels empty,
it needs repairs,
i really thought u were the one,
but maybe just maybe i got it wrong!!!!! 8月24日 nanyou left us 6 years ago,
on this very day,
i still wish u didn't have to go,
why did god take my nan away,
since u died our family has fallen apart,
more and more each day,
but nan i still love u,
in the very same way,
i still do use some sayings,
that u used to say,
sometimes when i'm feeling low,
they get me through the day,
i know that u watch down on me,
and that your watching liddy grow,
you would really love her,
the precious little girl,
i hope to see u in heaven,
and make up for lost time,
caus everyday i think of you,
remember nan i will always love u!!!! tears and smilesi thought i had found some one special,
some one to share my life,
but then he just walked away,
it really broke my heart,
it took some time but i moved on,
living the single parents life,
living in the world of dread,
not even wanting to get out of bed,
now i have moved on again,
tell me when will this cycle plz just end,
i really hope this is the one,
and the race i have won,
the race to find my true love,
so that i can float with the clouds above,
i just hope this doesn't end,
and i end up loosing again
5月17日 no morei thought u were something special,
thought u were one of a kind,
but now i am giving up on you,
caus i know that your hearts not mine,
i can't put my finger on it,
there was just something about you,
i thought we could have something special,
but you couldn't be bothered to try,
so i'm not gonna waste my time,
sitting and waiting around for you,
i am only young and want to live my life,
that is why i'm not wasting more time on u,
your the one that loosing out,
caus now u will never know,
weather we could have worked or not,
caus you've lost me and its your fault,
you are an amazing artist,
and your music is another talent,
why are you wasting your special gifts,
and loosing loved ones with these silly rifts,
i still want us to be friends,
but u need to lift your act,
i know u feel life has thrown u dead ends,
but u would realise it hasn't if u would just wake up.
5月11日 liddyas a sit and watch my daughter sleep,
from my eyes the tears do weep,
for once they are tears of joy,
how did i create something so wonderful,
the tears and pain are all worth while,
i know that everytime i see her smile,
and when ever she does something new,
she makes me so proud she is so buetiful,
with eyes so big and bright and blue,
and a cheeky grin right before she spews,
i wouldn't change her for anything,
she is just perfect the way she is,
she loves her baths and stretching her legs,
then she always cries as i get her dressed,
she gets so excited now and squeals,
no one knows how happy she makes me feel
4月30日 rainas it rains outside,
it rains in my heart,
im hurting so much,
where do i start,
is it to much to be loved,
for someone to hold my hand,
and when the world gets 2 much,
to hold me as i cry,
i walk in the rain,
no one can see the tears,
and when i scream at night,
they can't hear my fears,
the night mares are getting to much,
how i long just to be touched,
not in a sexual nature,
but in a way so deeper,
as i walk along this lonely road,
i don't even realise its so cold,
the rain is pelting in my back,
i just keep walking to see the fact,
which is as i live this life alone,
my heart is turning to nothing but stone,
i know i have so much love to give,
to feel whole again is my 1 true wish
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